Cool, I now know how to sorta kinda work this thing. The impact that one of these journals has on you is quite amazing. I already feel like I know myself a lot better. I know, that usually doesn't sound like me, but something has changed just in the last few hours since school has let out. I'm not quite sure what it is yet, but I'm really proud of myself for whatever it is. I think that something as so simple as reading my Bible teacher's blog, (haha that sounds different) has made a difference in me. I'm glad to have a Bible teacher as cool as Mr. Owen, even if I do find it odd that he has a blog... but strangely I see why he has one now. For reasons just like me. And ya know, I didn't even read that much- just the first and the last entries. That's all I needed. But, another thing, somehow all the stress that's piled on me was lifted up and now I don't feel the stress of school... like that big Bible test tomorrow! I was stressing that because normally I never do anything like this before all my homework is done. But, now, things are different and I somehow found time to make this "blog" and write 2 entries. I wish that we had chapel tomorrow. Woah, I used to never say that. And when I say used to I mean like 5 hours ago. I'm not quite sure what's going on, but I think that I have some idea. Mr. Owen told my 3rd Period Bible class (my class is waay better than 4th period too by the way) that he had a teacher or someone that was of a higher "position" than him told him to journal. And of course I was like yeah, right. But now, I see exactly where he was coming from. So maybe tomorrow I'll give you an update on what's going on and see how things are going.
Ok, college football starts this Saturday. Finally. I'm extremely pumped about North Carolina football this year. Somehow, I know that we will win at least 3 games this year. Haha. We are soo bad, but if we don't improve after this year, we are going to fire our coach and Steve Spurrier said that he would fill in for the job. (That's why he's laying low this year and not taking a coaching job.) I know that some people can't believe that, but believe it. It's the truth. Would I ever put anything that wasn't true in my blog. Of course not.
Another thought... I think that the thing in chapel today was cool; and if they had to learn that clapping thing just for today, that was a crapload of stuff to memorize just to entertain chapel for 30 seconds. Then, the girl sitting next to me, looks at me when it's over and says, "that was fun, huh?" How am I supposed to respond to a question like that? Uhh, yeah sure that was incredibly fun? or No, that wasn't fun. Now turn around and don't talk to me. So, I took the alternative high- road and said "yeah." Now, that may not seem like a lot to you, but for me, that was quick thinking. I'm smooth like that. You know.
Then the last period of the day I took a Spanish test. Did "Senorita" Walton honestly think that a ninth grade student could do that. I mean I knew all the translations and I was prepared, but I didn't actually think that I would have trouble understanding what to put in the blank. It was confusing! Then she had this part on some article that we had to translate for homework one night on there. Not just on there, but what the article was about. Again, I knew the stupid translations, but I didn't know the characteristics of the guy. So, guess what? I guessed. What a shocker. I'm glad that it was only 5 or 6 questions though. That was a relief. Then tonight Ms. Hepler assigns some gigantic assignment on writing a short story using like some rediculous amount of words. I think it was 27. That's a huge assignment to do in one night. But, me being the studious person that I am, started right when I got home; so I finished in 2 hours or so. Then the class has to read it tomorrow which I'm not lookin forward to, but life goes on.
This is a pretty big entry. Don't expect them all to be this long, even though I know that you are dying to see what my life unfolds next.
Ok so I just studied for that Bible test and now I think that I know the material well. I wanted to show you some of the lyrics to one of my favorite songs:
Looking back at me I see that I never really got it right
I never stopped to think of you, I’m always wrapped up in things I cannot win
You are the antidote that gets me by, something strong like a drug that gets me high
What I really meant to say, is I’m sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold, never meant to be so cold
What I really meant to say, is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold, never meant to be so Cold to you,
I’m sorry about all the lies, maybe in a different light,
You can see me stand on my own again cause now I can see here
You are the antidote that got me by, something strong like a drug that got me high
What I really meant to say, is I’m sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold, never meant to be so cold
What I really meant to say, is I’m sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold, never meant to be so cold
I never really wanted you see the screwed side of me
That I keep locked inside of me so deep, it always seems to get to me
I never really wanted you to go so many things you should have known
I guess all we need is no; I never meant to be so cold
That song is Cold by: Crossfade. I really like it.
I tried to put a picture on here, but I'm too stupid to figure it out. I really wanted to put some cool and funny pictures on here, but no. I'll have to experiment with the site a little more to get it down. I put a scripture from Psalm on my profile. Here is another one that I like:
Be careful how you live among your unbelieving neighbors. Even if they accuse you of doing wrong, they will see your honorable behavior, and they will believe and give honor to God when he comes to judge the world.
-1 Peter 2:12
Anyway I thought that I would share that little scripture with you.
Ok, that's quite enough for one day.